Kill Me Baby; Baby, please kill me

This ain’t no disco / It ain’t no country club either / This was Equestria L.A.

“‘and you will know the truth, (John 8:32)
and the truth will set you free.’”
Facehoof by FeduMeduFacehoof by FeduMedu

Ah, geez. Rick (the following Japanese theme song is rather raucous), “Kill Me, Baby; Baby, please kill me,” while I concede to a refreshing naivete (seriously, ‘skunkweed’ was something I had never heard of nor smelled until I was standing outside my twentieth high school reunion), I have moments of painful awkwardness which I frequently overthink later, especially when talking at the girl I like.

Because of where I work and the nature of the work, I cannot mention anyone with whom I work, “The names have been changed to protect the innocent,” so The Girl Next Door, as confusing as that is, literally sits next to me and I have spoken to her awkwardly and recently two times in as many months.

Stale zaniness 063,” where I was concerned about when seating would be rearranged, was also a day I suggested that I could put a larger pony at desk (I make no secret about my affinity for My Little Pony) so she could find my new location. In fact, I realize she is not likely to seek me out and I start nearly all of our converstaions.

The second time was Tuesday night. Besides Being Scott Malkinson,
I didn’t sleep well, had soda instead of coffee, so I was tired and out of sorts.

While I was in training, she broke up with someone at work and cried for three days, according to my colleagues. She has since found someone new and she and her former boyfriend had a nice conversation.
I asked deliriously, “So are you two are a thing?”
“What, friends?”

In fact, I had forgotten that he has had a new girlfriend for months,
then I apologized, labeling my inquiry, “cringy,”
so “Kill Me, Baby; Baby, please kill me.”

 

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Optimal Situation

As perfect a Thursday,” while a useful title, does not really capture how good work was for me when I returned to productivity after I went home sick the previous evening, “Look who’s back, and feeling prime!”

Necessary to illustrate how I feel as I’m not very good at getting things started, backdating this post is not anything I like doing and Being Scott Malkinson means  my health and any professional success are inextricably bound together. I eat two bananas a day now; they give me energy and manage my moodiness.

“The LORD is my light and my salvation;
whom shall I fear? The LORD is the stronghold of my life;
of whom shall I be afraid? (Psalms 27:1)”

At the edge of our hope, we are ‘canceling’ the apocalypse,” so seating has yet to be rearranged; I continue to have physical proximity to those with whom I have found emotional closeness. I had to relocate for two days, but the new printer is really sweet!

“The Lord is not slow to fulfill his promise as some count slowness but is patient toward you, not wishing that any should perish,
but that all should reach repentance. (2 Peter 3:9)”
Tempest Shadow’s One Friend by vanezaescobedoTempest Shadow’s One Friend by vanezaescobedo

In the middle of the season, we’re going back to work on fundamentals,” to become competent again, which I  can consciously sense.

High and Low, Part Two

We’ve all got our own funny moods / That sucks!”

Being Scott Malkinson, I want to blame that condition alone, yet I went to bed too late, and I have not been eating right; these things make days at work more difficult, “And that‘s all I have to say about that.”

“For if, because of one man’s trespass,
death reigned through that one man, (Romans 5:17)
much more will those who receive the abundance of grace and the free gift of righteousness reign in life through the one man Jesus Christ.”
Redraw by KeryDarling
Redraw by KeryDarling

MBH – my brain hurts 036

Day after day, I’m more confused,” and Being Scott Malkinson requires appointments to follow up with the semiannual blood tests.

The results were far from “Whirlwind weekend 008,” and I dispute gaining twenty pounds; I observed a difference of fifteen pounds later in the day. I am actually going to exercise daily, some day soon. I have resumed supplements to lower cholesterol.

“Therefore, my beloved brothers, be steadfast, immovable,
always abounding in the work of the Lord, (1 Corinthians 15:58)
knowing that in the Lord your labor is not in vain.”
Teacup by The Park
Teacup by The Park

“And let us not grow weary of doing good, for in due season we will reap, if we do not give up. So then, as we have the opportunity, let us do good to everyone, and especially to those who are of the household of faith. (Galatians 6:9-10)”

As perfect a Thursday 053

Now, I’ve written a time or two about Being Scott Malkinson, for which I thought I had to have another appointment to get my prescriptions refilled, but this is not the case and the experience at the Walmart Pharmacy turned today around.

Yesterday, a colleague at work lost a sibling (something I understand well), and her absence at lunch led to a discussion about loss. We explored grief and reminisced about a film by Seth MacFarlane, ‘A Million Ways to Die in the West

“But let all who take refuge in you rejoice;
let them ever sing for joy, (Psalms 5:11-12)
and spread your protection over them,
that those who love your name may exult in you.
For you bless the righteous, O LORD;
you cover him with favor as with a shield.”
It Isn’t the Mane Thing About You, Rarity
Rarity by Koveliana

I won’t do that

My friend Josh will tell you: diet soda can dramatically raise blood sugar, which is why my production was slower yesterday; I had too much of the stuff. Because the offer is for a small shake with purchase, I can’t use this coupon.

Get Arby’s coupon: Italian recipe. American smoke. Try our new Smoked Italian Porchetta sandwich. Exp 8/8/17

“Oh, taste and see that the LORD is good! (Psalms 34:8)
Blessed is the man who takes refuge in him!”
Ice Cream
Ice Cream by Raikoh-illust on DeviantArt

Laundry Week in Review III

Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it,”
and only a month has passed, Thursday I am Being Scott Malkinson.

Jose Pepper’s & Cactus Grill: Throwback Thursday-7/27/17 All Day. Monterey Chicken Burrito – $5.99 – All Locations – Dine in or Carry Out

“With patience, a ruler may be persuaded,
and a soft tongue will break a bone. (Proverbs 25:15)”

The Dazzlings (Heathers parody) by JumbleHorse on DeviantArt

Do you ever feel like quitting? You stopped looking as soon as you saw it was me,” she said to me condescendingly via Messenger, “I know you won’t answer me.”
I was walking in, she was walking out / And I barely gave her a glance; see, she once told me I had no right because I did not know the person as she did.

“Lift up your heads, O gates!
And be lifted up, O ancient doors, (Psalms 24:7-8)
that the King of glory may come in. Who is this King of glory?
The LORD, strong and mighty, the LORD, mighty in battle!”
Ruby two years later....
Ruby two years later…. by 21as on DeviantArt